What this year may bring

We have been insanely blessed this past year. Ryan landed a new job in the communication department at First EFree Church. He does the graphic design, communication, video type stuff. He loves his job and the people love him. It has been so good for our family after 8 years of financial struggles and 3 years trying to do freelance work. It is reassuring knowing when the pay is coming. We have had other doors, financially, open up for us recently as well. I knew it was a burden we had been carrying, I just had no idea what a load it was until it was gone. Having four kids is obviously hard on the finances but when you have two with special needs it really adds to it. There are many things we don't do or can't do. I am in no way complaining about this. We have had very supportive family that has helped us and gone above and beyond to help us make life good for our boys. But in the last six months, having so many doors open, having so many blessings falling down, it is overwhelming. You feel undeserving and like it is a mistake. Knowing that we don't need to worry about finances for Gavyn is liberating. Knowing that we will be able to do extra therapies for him and other extra things is exciting. You always want to do the best for your kids but sometimes you simply can't do all you want, I feel like now we are being freed up to do that much more. It's exciting to not have to worry about the future for him and us.